C'est Jacques

3rd of september

a day which basically makes me felt so lame
am so well prepared for my presentation
but i cant even get to present a single thing
due to not enuf time and my lame health !
i hate my god damn self so much
am like so weak nowadays
so fucking feddup with my self

and recently always had migrain
is mostly happened on my right
but today happened on my left
is so fuck up `

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WHY

i always questioned my self
why u always not around when i nid you
why the moment i really wan u
u wud jus ask sumone to be therre for me
the one i nid is you and only you

i told my self, its okay jack
you're bz with ur own things
u'hv ur own personal things to do
i cant be so selfish `

i try to cope with it
i can ` and i will`
hOPEFULLy

<3
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